Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it
-Kristinia DeBarge

goodbye-
current addictive song.
i'm very lazy so this is gonna be random and short.
drag me to hell was funny. not scary.
we did something long long ago and i'm missing that 'whoo' feeling =(
some people are just so dao after the holidays.
camp phoenix was surprisingly bearable.
i'm done missing micheal jackson.
i still miss her blog.
he's back to blogging.
cube is a scary crappy movie.
i expected her taste to be better actually.
prom is 5 days after the o level.
how convenient.
camp phoenix isn't over!
i want to watch autopsy.
i honestly think i can't get to a jc.
my tagbox is screwed.
not done with that crappy english article.
hesaidonlyyou.
bye.

It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile
-Demi Lovato

♥ 9:59 PM

there's
no
more
you
and
i

- Hey Monday

there's finally internet in this low leveled house.
moving from a 17th floor to a 6th floor is just weird. everything seems shorter.
the com is outside now. one of the reasons i don't go online at night.
this is slow but yay exams are over.
but its just mid years right so i don't know why people are so happy.
and thank god its only mid years, i didnt study hard at all.
oh yeah MJC is in the semi finals.
the gay is in the american idol finals. what is happening to america?
vote for the cute guy!
the uninvited.
watched with yaxun.
the audience was terrible.
yaxun kept on screaming.
and there was this irritating group of malays in front of us. nice larh.
so the movie was about this crazy girl.
its scary how far your imagination can take you.
oh thanks to this movie, i have developed a phobia of overflowing and tied up garbage bags.
i should really watch more horror movies with yaxun.

oh yeah this came very late. was suppose to blog about this months before but forgot.
so in an attempt to lengthen this short post, i shall post this crap here.
in other words, skip this.
yaxun wanted me to blog about the time i nearly died.
we were waiting under this tree near the zebra crossing. it was hot okay.
so the light was green. i walked quickly across the zebra crossing to the junction when i heard this weird screaming behind me.
i turned and this dumbass blind ccb MCDONALDS motorcycle zoomed inches past me.
and i was like wah lucky sia.
apparently, yaxun got traumatised.
the end.

♥ 11:17 AM

eh the pic damn cool rite ---->>>
haha, i was searching for pictures of the so-goddamn-chio cassadee, and this pic came up.
okay aniwae, the volleyball thing.
was so cool.
the volleyballers were so damn tall with their arms of steel.
i mean how the hell the ball can fly so far sia.
second in nationals! yay, ngee ann =D
male volleyballers are gay
we beat cedar rite? or cedar no volleyball isit?
sports day.
it rained.
yu chiu is terrified of lightning.
temasekians/temasekers rule man.
seoul garden.
i didnt know u can take ur own food.
and it looks so gross when its raw, like pork sia, how the hell was i suppose to choose.
but the cooking thing was fun.
sorry, first timer, dun laugh.
confessions of a shopaholic is so damn hilarious!
omg the girl is so funny.
go catch it.
CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC =D
THANK YOU TO YOU AND YOU AND YOU! =D

minor matters. just ignore it. and it'll go away.
or u can just be a bitch and do it your way.

♥ 10:35 PM

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I wanna kiss you
But if I do then I might miss you, babe
It's complicated and stupid
Got my ass squeezed by sexy cupid
Guess he wants to play, wants to play
A love game, a love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Maybe three seconds is enough
For my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans, the love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans, the love game

I'm on a mission 
And it involves some heavy touching, yeah
You've indicated you're interest
I'm educated in sex, yes
Now I want it bad, want it bad
A love game, a love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Maybe three seconds is enough
For my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans, the love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans, the love game

I can see you staring there from across the block
With a smile on your mouth and your hand on your (huh!)
The story of us, it always starts the same
With a boy and a girl and a (huh!) and a game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans, the love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans, the love game

omg i love lady gaga =D
her songs are so R21 yet so addictive.
karmaine randomly told me my pm is perverted. haha!
i should start studying for maths tests. 
i know im gonna fail both amaths and emaths cos i had no idea waddehell i wrote.
hml test was not bad larh horh. 
i kinda studied malay metaphors for nothing =(
and we saw a brown cow on the way back to school. 
a brown cow.
i didnt know they existed in singapore. amazing.
the ting tings sang wonderfully nice when they're live.
and i think the female is hot.
and megan didnt get in!! omg bitches. 
she reminds me so much of avril lavigne and FOUNTAIN.
oh im shorter then fountain, how depressing, i didnt really know.
too bad shes ***** =(
5 points is impossibile for me yet so easy for you.
no guy is worth ur tears  =D

you would be perfect if you had actually joined a sports cca =(
then i'd be so jealous, i would kill myself.

♥ 11:34 PM

he pulled me in
i was disgusted with myself

i just realised that o levels is seriously very near.
and im failing in everything so far.
everything.
how scary.
oh im going on a robbing spree soon.
cos some bitch ask me to have stashes of money on wednesday.
aniwae, i think i should start taking tuition for all subjects really really soon.
ohyeah there was something i wanted to blog about but it seems to have slipped my mind right now. so my random post shall end here.
oh randomly, again, i think that u should start thinking about baby joe so we can actually discuss and talk more about parkway parade since you're such a prodigy, yes? HAHAHAH
and i swear, yaxun's mother is hilarious.

how can you let something so petty end years of friendship?

♥ 11:42 PM

tell me do you feel the way I feel,
cause nothing else is real

oh its february.
i've actually wanted to blog about bride wars for a long time but i keep forgetting.
yeah anyway, its a goddamn nice movie!!
i didnt know kate hudson was so funny and her wedding dress damn gorgeous can.
i dont mind watching again!
erm tests. so far i've failed all. okay nearly all. 
recent one was emaths test. i failed it terribly.
nevermind larh horh, i beat the genius amira by one mark! =D
and some ah lian in my class is eyeing some random NOT SHUAI guy.
i think her taste in guys has dropped drastically ever since that time.
anyway, i'm glad she finally made up even though she keeps denying it.
oh yeah nothing else happened.
randomly, my youngest sister told me that i **** * ********** *** =(
i didnt know it was so obvious sia. how depressing =(

i had no idea ***** is a good thing. weird.

♥ 9:46 PM

You could have knocked me out with a feather
I know you've heard this all before but we're just hell's neighbors
Why why why won't the world revolve around me?
In my dreams trees grow all over the streets

I don't know much about classic cars
But I've got a lot of friends stuck on classic coke
Down, set, one, hut, hut, hike
Media blitz

Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins
Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins

You can bow and pretend
Like you don't don't know you're a legend
Time time time hasn't told anyone else yet
(Sorry I just) let my love loose again

I don't know much about classic cars
But I've got a lot of friends stuck on classic coke
Down, set, one, hut, hut, hike
Media blitz

Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins
Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins

You could have knocked me out with a feather
I know you've heard this all before

Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins
Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins

Let's hear it for
Let's hear it
Let's hear it for
Let's...
Sweethearts

my piercing kinda painful arh. dunno which bitch ask me to do sia. haha.
my mom says i can do whatever i want after o levels, including unmuslim stuff which im not really allowed to say. wahahah.
and im failing in all my subjects teribbly, omg
and im losing all interest in blogging.
and something weird happened yesterdae the yesterdae.

i don't even know who you are anymore

♥ 7:59 PM