When your mood swings like a pendulum.
And i hate who i've become. Can i change back? No i can't :(
That's it. I give up.
I'm not gonna bother trying anymore. And don't worry, this will be the last time i'm ever gonna cry over you.
Why am i even crying?
Maybe its cause i know, this time, i can't save it anymore.
Maybe i'm sick of waiting.
Maybe i'm just too tired of trying again and again. And always failing.
But if this is how you want it, then there's nothing else i can do.
I must say though. Thanks for all the good times.
When we laughed together at everything and anything.
When we were honest with each other. When you trusted me enough to open up to me.
When you actually gave a damn.
Its all gone now. Just cause of.
It's sad.
And we both know, things will never go back to how we were. And i'm sorry but i won't be here when you come back.
So thanks.
For being a part of my life.
For everything.

This is either gonna bring us closer or push us further away.
Reciprocate my love, damn you.
Oh god, tell me.
How the hell do i save this?